If we had the money

Today I have been thinking about what I would do if I had the money. There are many nice things out there, and if I had a super disposable income I wouldn't even think of blogging in an attempt to make money (or for the cheap therapy aspect). But it really got me thinking about the thin ice I am skating on right now. My family insurance is lacking, savings is none, income is higher than it has ever been, but disposable income is not even in my vocabulary. I have a lot of debt, and with a wife in college, a ton more is on the way.

I have had enough. At the moment I am worried that any little thing will rock my tiny boat financially and I will sink to the bottom of the ocean of dept like a stone.

The sad thing is that my long term goals include sending my kids to college, buying a nice little house, and, God Willing, start a non-profit organization. How to get from point A to point B is really beyond me. I guess patience is in order. Either that or we get 10 million Internet users to all Paypal me a dollar (or a few), and then I change the world for the better. I am open to suggestions.