Monday, May 23, 2011

Baby on the way, Gots to move

So, baby on the way, new thoughts concerning my current job and potential other employment, current job stress, baby on the way, need to move, car problems, church stress, custody stress, started getting ill stress, money stress, coworker stress, stress stress, finally got the better of me. I ended up getting sick at a very inopportune time and ended up looking like a total flake. Couldn't be helped. I still get sick every time I eat. I saw a doctor, and they thought Gallbladder. I saw a surgeon who wasn't so sure, but wants to take it anyway. Decisions Decisions.

So I put off the surgery for now until I pay down our current medical stuff. Don't get me wrong, I don't like to feel ill. However, the abrupt diet change has been extremely beneficial for all of those in our family. Ironically, I feel that if I go ahead and have this surgery, which is almost an elective surgery at this point, then we wouldn't be able to afford the vast quantities of higher quality food we now eat. Plus, I have seen substantial improvement. It just sucks.

Don't get me wrong, by higher quality I simply mean, not crap. No more greasy, from the box, or from the can food. We aren't eating steak and lobster here. Just more veggies, juices, no more butter, salt, sugar foods. You get the idea.

Torn between two opposites I weigh them out publicly for your amusement.
Lower quality food + stress = digestive issues = doctors / labs/ etc = $$

$$ + doctors = stress
$$ + doctors + stress = digestive issues (square one)

So get to the bottom of the issue:
doctors / labs/ etc = $$= Poor house + debt = lower quality food

Lower quality food = problems for everyone


But if I stay not 100%
No $ issues + better quality food - stress may= less stomach issues
Less stomach issues may = less stress

+ nobody else has health issues for a while, especially the kids who developed bad eating habits thanks to my love for Italian and other fatty foods.

Unless I develop Gallbladder cancer, then I'm a dead man.


This is stupid, I need 5000 people to Paypal me a dollar so I can get this taken care of before the baby comes, or I find a better job, or I move, or all of the above.

Oh, did I mention we are trying to move, and we are having a baby, and I am looking at my current job situation = stress

Time for a vacation

= less money +job stress +kid stress & being bored on vacation = lower quality food.
So hungry

Holy cow it has been a long time

Holy cow it has been a long time since I last posted a blog to this page.

A TON has happened since my last bitch-fest online. Luckily for the current 0 members of the viewing audience, neither leaving my rants nor adding to them has affected no one.

Good.

Ok, so now, Remarried. Took down the ex-wife's links from my blogs. Life is pretty good.
Still living in the rental. Dreams soon to be achieved, looking at funding for a piece of property.

1 away from 30, and having bizarre health crap. Mostly related to digestion, but that is a topic for another blog entry.

Let us begin.